i’m going in tomorrow to resign my position. i don’t have anything else lined up. things have deteriorated rapidly, and i feel (after a six hour long soul-searching, agonizing, hysterical [not the funny kind] conversation with d) that i have no other choice. i am okay with this – i feel strangely relieved even though we’re about to be officially dirt poor with a baby. i’m sure something else will fall in my lap soon enough, but if any of you had connections you were holding back on last time, now would be the time to trot them out.